I’m 157 cm in height and forever underweight. I’m not proud of it, but it is my genetics and how my body functions. It’s a good and bad problem all at the same time.
However, I don’t let my built stop me from greatness and doing my best in everything in life.
Life throws curveballs at your once in a while at their convenience. You won’t know when or where or even why. Usually, it happens when everything is going perfectly fine. It’s like life ain’t happy to see us happy!
I believe Allah sends us trials for us to stop, appreciate, reflect and be better to do better and be the best version of ourselves.
Right now the thing or what my heart truly desires is you. I have set my intent since 2017. I understand, I know things took a 360 shift on us but it does not mean it can go on.
Syaitan hates how eager we are to be united and he is so challenged by it. He wants to destroy our eagerness and niat to be together. At all forces, they will try and try to crush us.
Allah is also testing us because Allah wants us to prove ourselves, to do better and to prove to him that this is something we would endure his trials for. The bitterness he provides now will be the sweetest ending if we endure, pray and keep our faith into us and him.
Maybe we took it for granted. There are many many factors that we can blame upon it. However, we need to reflect. To isolate things and see the core of what we want. If we believe and have faith in it. Insyallah, with prayers and doas we will get there.
I’ve been tested in many forms over the course of my 35 years of living. I’ve been defamed, I’ve been hurt, I’ve been cheated upon, I’ve been used, I’ve been lied to and so forth.
But one thing is, I try my best to learn and see the silver lining in every bad thing. It’s there if you just want to see it.
I’m a Muslim soldier and I know Allah loves me dearly and because of that, I am always tested. Some days I fail. Some days I falter. Some days I smile. Some days I boss life. Some days I cry. Some days I sleep.
But never has my heart stop wanting what my heart desires. I know it will work out. I have faith in myself, Allah, you and us. Stay strong and keep praying. Insyallah Amin YRA it will happen in due time. YAKIN.