After Hours

At the wee hour of the day, I’m still up surprisingly. Mind boggling with life questions.

I am a person who enjoys sleeping before 12. Why so you may ask. I am a create of habit. I believe my body deserves the rest it needs.

I remember when we first started texting, we would sometimes text til late. But I would tell you that we bought needed the rest. I even questioned myself and you why we then only spoke at a certain hour.
I didn’t like texting you after hours because I don’t like the feeling of being only then when life had nothing to offer or when everything or everyone else was asleep. It gave a sense of second place.

But lately I noticed many girls don’t care of it. Don’t have a control over their own time and lives. I suppose they value themselves like that.
I’m going to continue being the girl with a routine and principal. I won’t condone to being seek when needed only.

Respect yourself enough to nurture your body and mind.

Don’t Lie

I may not be that brave of a person to open up my heart to tell the truth but at least I don’t lie.
Many instances people dear to me lie to me. But in the end, the truth reveals itself to me. Only clouds the picture I have of you and makes me question your presence in my life.
Why must people I trust and care for lie to me? It hurts. Am I not worthy of truth or are you not worthy in my life?

Past 1600 hours

1. Sometimes it takes a different set of eyes to appreciate what is right there in front of them.

2. Some friendship and relationships aren’t meant to be for a reason.

3. Respect is not a norm.

4. Harsh words are common of late.

5. Sacrifices and effort are just bollocks.

6. Coffee conversations are always amazing.

7. I am the dude with long hair.

8. You can only have 2 out of 3. But I don’t seem to have any.

9. Happiness is temporary.

10. Tired is my middle name for now.