The internet is my playground, the streets are my turf, fashion is my aphrodisiac.
It will end with truth. The truth will lurk out God willingly. Whether we are all strong enough or not to accept it or deny it once again or sweep it under the carpet as per norm. The debate, the charades, the confusion, the misery will end. Amin YRA.
I know I am nowhere near perfection and I’m ok with it. I am aware of my shortcomings, habits, quirks, strength, weaknesses and more but I have always been someone who is willing to learn, improve and open to listen to criticism. Well, if someone who is truly important to me criticizes me or makes a comment on me, I’d go quiet for a bit. Then I’d start thinking and reflecting on it.
A lot has happened to me within the past few months that made me think. More like overthinking that has brought so much unwanted truth, clarity and sadness. But one thing for sure is I will not change the goodness of me. I am a good and nice person, so I will continue to be that person but with more cautious and draw better boundaries.
I had to learn this the hard way and I’m still so hurt by it. Thoroughly hurt. I really trusted that person.
I’m 157 cm in height and forever underweight. I’m not proud of it, but it is my genetics and how my body functions. It’s a good and bad problem all at the same time.
However, I don’t let my built stop me from greatness and doing my best in everything in life.
