June 25, 2009 by juwita
little J
That’s me now. I just went to weigh myself and I am 36kg. I did not know that I did gain a kg in a week. Perhaps, Ensure is really awesome ain’t it? Hehe.
Well, that’s happy news for me. Am going to go on with Ensure till I finish the whole bottle. To help me gain more weight, I have been drinking a lot of milkshakes. I do love milkshakes a lot. Yummy I tell ya.
Though some of you may say am super skinny or torment me with your nasty words. I am healthy. My doctor told me that. So, I do not care.
Oh yes, I also have a lot of protein in me. Thus, my hair grows real fast and I have super strong nails. I just cut my hair two weeks back and it’s already an inch longer. So much for my short hair. Now it’s already below my armpit.
So yea, gonna go drink up my Ensure to ensure I gain more weight. Wehooo!
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June 24, 2009 by juwita
I have been trying to put on weight since forever. It’s not that I am unhealthy. It’s just the pressure that I get from people around me. It’s not like I pray to God daily “Oh god, please pretty please make me skinny.”
I’ve always been thin or perhaps in normal people’s language. SKINNY. I hate that word. It hurts when people comment about my weight. There’s not much that I can do about it. I’ve tried to gain weight and it ain’t easy. Trust me.
I don’t go around pointing fingers, laughing, smirking and commenting at fat people. But they do it to me. I get angry. I get shy. I lose my confidence. I cry about it.
Gain Eight Powder
I’ve tried this product called Gain Eight. I’ve taken eight bottles of it. No positive results at all. Sigh.
Ensure Milk Powder
So now, am taking Ensure Milk Powder in chocolate. It really is yummy. I take it on a daily basis. Am hoping this works.
Soon, I’ll start exercising. I think all I need is more rest. Seriously, am always on the go. Running errands for myself and others. I hardly have me time for myself. Well, let’s see how this goes after a few months.
Wish me luck!
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February 7, 2009 by juwita
I am 157cm and I weigh below 40kg. Yes, I am indeed underweight. I am featherlight. I have weight issues.
I wish I was at least 40kg, all gleefully round and happy. But gaining weight is a big challenge to me. I come from a family of super slim people. Both my parents are slim and so are my two brothers. It is painful for us siblings as we really want to put on weight. But it is all in the genes.
A few years back, I had myself examine as I really wanted to know if there is something wrong with me. The doctor assured me that I was perfectly healthy just that I have hyperactive saliva and a very high metabolism rate. Thus that explains why I am always hungry. To prove that I do digest fast, try seating on my seat after I have sat on it a little why. You’d find the seat a bit hot. That shows that am digesting.
Since it is the new year, I wish to gain more weight. Therefore, I am already on my 6th bottle of soybean protein weight gain aid. Wish me luck people. Haha.
Actually, the remedy for me to gain weight is by being a slob. Eat, sleep, eat, sleep. Stress and lack of rest and sleep makes me lose weight in a blink of an eye.
So, I will try to rest more and eat more in order to gain my dream weight. I miss playing dress up now. Cause I am so insecure of my weight. It’s not easy being tiny. People always say nasty things to you. Some would even say you’re an anorexic. It hurts.
To gaining weight. Make me happy through my tummy and I’ll be yummy.
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