Since, Aizat and I some spare time and he needs to get a few items.
We decided to walk about.

Passed by many of my favourite brands and they were all on sale. I know I need many new things or is it my personal want? Am getting a bit confuse here.
Walked in, touched the pretty clothes, flipped the price and place it to its original place and finally walk out empty handed.

I’ve been like this for a while now. Always thinking in my head “What if…”. Often worrying about sudden urgent needs.

Take for instant, there’s this bag from Rabeanco. Priced at RM1000+. A basic black bowling bag with some silver studs. Oh my love for studs. I really really wanted it. The leather is uber soft and I know it can last me a few years. Despite my existing Nine West being torn and all. I put it back on the shelf.

Few months later, at the Zara store which is on sale. I saw a similar bag with no studs, slightly smaller but genuine leather too. Priced at say 15% of the Rabeanco bag. Did I buy it? No.

There’s other things in life that is more important. Handbags, shoes, clothes can wait. I need to start saving. I want to travel and I want a certain dream to come true.

But maybe, I do deserve something good in my life once in a while? No?

Btw, how exactly do we differentiate needs and wants? It ain’t that easy I must say.

Now life is one big challenge. How I sometimes wish am still a student. Where things might be slightly easier on me. But then again, my life has never really been that easy.

I’ve to work tomorrow, when so many people I know are on leave. I’ve many things to do. I wish I can slack but I can’t.

I wish I was rich. Have pretty little things in life. Have an amazingly meaningful relationship.

I wish I was on an island vacation right now. My legs are starting to look pale already.

In all aspect. Family, finance, work, relationship, business and many more.

Been putting on a brave front simply to avoid people asking me about it. As much as my smile can lie, my weight was a give away. Damn!

Am very grateful for what I have so far but at times I wish God was much easier on me.

At the point of life where money is tight, there’s normally when you’d have to spend the most.

Last week for instance, I had a flat tire. A big ass tear in my front left wheel. What to do? Gotta change it. If that wasn’t enough, I had to do balancing, alignment and fix my chamber too. I could literally see dollar signs ($) floating above my head.

To add to it, my car decided to breakdown on me yesterday. Right after picking up a payment from the client’s. It died. Tried to switch it on but failed. Had to call a tow truck to get it to the mechanics. Sigh.

Finally and exciting new happened just about 11pm. An email from NYC.

jujuwiwitata’s will undergo a new project. Bringing in a certain brand from the States. We will be the stockiest in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.

What’s the item? What’s the brand? Well all I can say is its a unisex product. I ain’t bias yo! Hehe.

Stay tuned for it. Wish me luck!

Oh yes, if you didn’t know. jujuwiwitata’s has gone through a minor revamp.

Hope you like the new logo. Do share on what you think of it. I love it as it’s typography. But do tell me what you think.

 TWO Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.

 THREE Don’t believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.

 FOUR When you say, ‘I love you ,’ mean it.

 FIVE When you say, ‘I’m sorry,’ look the person in the eye.

 SIX Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

 SEVEN Believe in love at first sight.

 EIGHT Never laugh at anyone’s dream. People who don’t have dreams don’t have much.

 NINE Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it’s the only way to live life completely.

 TEN In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.

 ELEVEN Don’t judge people by their relatives.

 TWELVE Talk slowly but think quickly.

 THIRTEEN When someone asks you a question you don’t want to answer, smile and ask, ‘Why do you want to know?’

FOURTEEN Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

FIFTEEN Say ‘bless you‘ when you hear someone sneeze.

SIXTEEN When you lose, don’t lose the lesson!

SEVENTEEN Remember the three R’s: Respect for self; Respect for others; and responsibility for all your actions.

EIGHTEEN Don’t let a little dispute injure a great friendship..

NINETEEN When you realize you’ve made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

TWENTY Smile when picking up the phone… The caller will hear it in your voice.

TWENTY ONE Spend some time alone.

Did an extensive research on all the models out there. Checking the prices. The different specs of it all. Asking my camera crazy cousins, friends and family. Read endless review. Compared the models.

Finally it was down to two. The older version and the newly released version. Still contemplating between the two. Price wise and all that jazz.

Fate brought me to OU yesterday. As I was going about the mall scouting for interesting outfits and all. We passed by this electrical shop. Automatically I went inside, saw the camera and asked. Such luck. They had a crazy deal for it. I was already so drawn to it, yet still contemplating. Left the store, surveyed other camera shops. Decided, won’t purchase it.

As we were walking about the mall, my younger brother read up about the camera. I texted my dad, asking him if this was the right move. Consulting my mum, Elya, Abang Waa and Faiz. Right before we left, we had to pass the shop yet again. Stopped and that was it. I knew the baby had to be mine.

I was literally trembling at the counter when I needed to pay. To part away from my hard earned money. I wasn’t too sure. I was somewhat hoping my card would decline. But it went through, so there people I got myself the old yet new Lumix GF1.

Going to make full use of this, exploring it starts from today! Behold for overloading images from now onwards, well that’s if I feel like it :p

Have an excellent weekend! Am off to play with this new baby.

I love white kitchens. It gives the sense of cleaniness and simplicity.

I bet I’d be cooking more if I had my own personal place to cook up a storm without any distraction.

I really cannot recall. But it surely made me a happy camper.

Same dream tonight? Or a better one?

Perhaps it will come true. It’ll be like dejavu.

Redang – August 2010

An island getaway soon would be perfect.

Shall we go on one girls?