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Tag: dreams
A New Chapter
Tomorrow marks a new beginning for me. I hope it’s a good one. I have good vibes for this new place. This new environment. This new crowd.
It came to me by chance. God must have heard my prayers. See I told you Santa, I am a good girl. Hehe.
Wish me luck. I’ve got a lot to tell a few colourful pictures as well.
Oh yes, jujuwiwitata’s has been updated. Do visit. Click here.
Dear Santa
Dear Santa,
I have been a very good girl this year. I know that for a fact to be honest. I’ve been doing all my chores. Saying my prayers. Being an obedient child. A great sister. An awesome friend. Helping others and many more.
I’ve been so nice to others that I have been taken for granted more than once. I’ve been hurt too.
So please Santa, grant me three of my wishes.
1. A new shiny toy. It’ll keep me happy for a long time.
2. A holiday with my friends and family.
3. A token…of appreciation.
That’s not much right Santa? A girl would normally ask for oh so many things. But this is all I want for now.
Thank you.
xx
Juwita
p/s: I don’t have a chimney so I’ll open my window just for you. I’ll bake you chocolate chip cookies and a nice warm mug of milk. I’ll even leave some of my favourite marshmallows for you.
Late At Night
It’s pretty late. Just finished watching a DVD. I’ve got things on my mind. Am happy yet sad at the same time.
My ex colleague just PMed me saying that the EHM2009 won a gold medal for the Effie Awards. Boy oh boy am I proud. I really didn’t expect it. It was a passion based project that I worked on. CSR, the earth and charity has always been something that I love doing.
I was one of the two Project Managers for that project. I knew that when I sent in my email to TKE, my director thought I didn’t know what I was getting myself into. Perhaps I was even a joke to them. But as I said, it’s based on my passion and my previous work with Unilever. I took it on.
I first discussed it with him when I got the blast email from TKE. He told me to give it a shot. Do something that I loved. So, I took the plunge and dove right into it. There were times when I myself thought I was kidding myself. I wanted to give up, wanted to hand the title over to someone else. He never failed to encourage me, telling me to prove everyone around me that they were wrong. Some ex-colleagues thought I was crazy enough to take that job as it was FOC. I had to sacrifice a lot of my personal time for it. It was good that I took it up. It occupied me during my lonelier days.
Having said all that, it was truly a remarkable experience. Working closely with WWF and all the top guns of LB. This little girl did leave her impact. I can do things bigger than me.
But as am typing away, deep inside…I wish I could share the joy I have over this award with him. I felt like texting him. Would he care? Perhaps not. So I shall share it with anybody who would be proud enough of me. This little girl who is trying to make it big in her very own life.
Random
- I love coconuts. My younger brother thinks that I should join Survivor as I can survive on coconuts. This is because I was so happily sipping my young coconut at a corner and ignoring everyone.
- Been driving about town. So tired.
- Was down with high fever but is much better now. But I still feel tired.
- Excited for the fasting month. Terawikh. Bazaar Ramadhan. Berbuka puasa with friends.
- Working on a few new projects which am hoping to succeed in.
- My big ass bulletin board is finally up. I’ve missed you.
- My tires are making a lot of noise after doing it’s alignment and balancing. So weird.
- Printed so many pictures to frame them up. To add more soon.
- Need to buy 3M’s sticky tape that I just adore. It won’t rip off the paint.
- Have to study.
- Been busy with jujuwiwitata’s
Oh yeah, I did this quiz. It’s pretty interesting about facebook. What kind of facebooker are you? This is my result.
Chances are you are a popular resident of Facebook whose updates are interesting to read. Keep posting!
If
“If you don’t go after what you want, you’ll never have it.
If you don’t ask, the answer is always no.
If you don’t step forward, you’re always in the same place.”
Target
Ever since I was a little girl, I had a mission in life. I had targets and goals to achieve. I was a go-getter, never settling for second best.
I excelled academically, did sports, played music, sang in the National Youth Choir, danced for MATIC and the list goes on. I was an over achiever all rounder.
I grew up, still driven as ever. But last year, everything changed. It all stopped abruptly. I lost the spark within me. I didn’t know who I was. I could not see my purpose. I slaved myself at work. Got totally engrossed in it. I forgot how to have fun. I couldn’t differentiate a friend to a foe.
I took a break from it all and am proud to say that I can finally see myself again. I know who my friends are. Who to turn to. Am slowly smiling again. At least I know now.
Currently am taking one thing at a time. No more juggling. No more trying to be wonderwoman. Am resetting my goals and putting my priorities first. I’ve got my drive within me. It’s always been in me. It never left. That thing that keeps me striving and keeps me alive.
Baby steps for now.
Soulmate Quote
“A soulmate is someone who has locks that fit our keys, and keys to fit our locks. When we feel safe enough to open the locks, our truest selves step out and we can be completely and honestly who we are; we can be loved for who we are and not for who we’re pretending to be. Each unveils the best part of the other. No matter what else goes wrong around us, with that one person we’re safe in our own paradise. Our soulmate is someone who shares our deepest longings, our sense of direction. When we’re two balloons, and together our direction is up, chances are we’ve found the right person. Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life.”
- Richard Bach
Flashback
Last night when the world was sleeping, I stayed up and memories came flashing through my mind.
It was such fond and happy memories. I smiled thinking about it. Recalling them. Such happy times.
Without noticing it, hot tears started rolling down my cheeks and wet my pillows. Such strange feelings. Mixed emotions. I was sad, hurt and happy at the same time. I was crying and smiling at the same time.
Sometimes I wonder, how can something that meant so much to me just vanish into thin air. How can someone so dear hurt me so much yet…I can’t seem to hate that person. I still look up and have respect for that person.
Perhaps, am delusional.
Press Delete
Have you ever woken up and dreaded knowing what you know? I have.
I have photographic memory and it’s a good thing. Yet it can be a bad thing to a certain extend.
In my case, it really is painful for me. I can remember most things to the extend of what someone was actually wearing since the first time I saw them. It’s crazy I tell you.
It’s great to cherish the moments but at times, it’s just plain painful. It’s been a while and am slowly trying to adapt to it. But at times memories just come rushing through me and I remember every little detail.
I wish I was Samantha in Samantha Who? Not knowing anything about herself. Starting out fresh. I deserve a second chance I believe. I have been a good girl all this while.
In my religion, it’s not good to ask for such things. But memories can be painful and wonderful at the same time.
