I was feeling rather low this few days as life is going to take a whole new spin tomorrow. Am I totally worried about tomorrow or is there something else bothering me? I myself ain’t too sure. But I do know that is a lot is happening at once. My plate is too full.

At times like this, I wished that I had someone to turn to. But to no avail I have no special someone to turn to. So this blog should do. Haha. My ranting point after twitter.

So I thought I could rely on my friends. Some of them proved me wrong. What hurts most is the ones that I have known longer are the ones who don’t give two hoots. The newer ones are the ones asking me if am alright. They said they noticed a change in my status. How sweet.

I felt a pinch when I turned to the closest at this current point and got no response. Am not asking for an advice of sort. Just an ear to hear me out. A non-judgmental one would be even better. Sigh. It’s not just that, sometimes I amaze myself at my capability of always falling into the same stupid trap that some of my friends do. I fall for their old antiques. They do things to their convenient and not think of others. Yet, silly old soft-hearted me will succumb to it.

I seriously need to care less and buck up. Not let people walk all over me. To all my friends who will always think I will be there for you no matter what happens, think twice. Am getting really tired of if. Everything in life works both ways.

“Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down.”

- Oprah Winfrey