“Self-love,

my liege,

is not so vile a sin as self-neglecting.”

This year was an eye opener for me, well to be honest it was last month that really left a huge impact on me. My big eyes opened up even bigger O-O haha.

Spending my days visiting the doctors was no fun for me. Feeling sick. Lethargic. Sleepless nights and the whole works was not funny to me. I have not been taking good care of myself lately. Been caught up with too many things. It was all spilling from my bowl.

Reality check and I had medical check which I willingly went for. Well actually I cried my eyes out saying I couldn’t take it anymore. Waking up with a bad case of stomach cramps, needing to eat in the middle of the night. I was just too tired. I wanted to just flop and rest. Which I did get. The doctors gave me a week’s worth of MC.

I’ll talk more about what’s wrong with me in a different post. Maybe I’ll add the gross images that I have of it as well ;p

Nowadays I treat myself well. I pamper myself silly as I have realized that there’s nobody to give me some TLC (tender loving care). So Juwita has to give Juwita some TLC. Thus that’s what am doing now. I go for a weekly wash and blow at any saloons. Does not matter if their expensive or top notch. I just like to get the free neck massages and the light headed feeling after a good blow dry. On a monthly or forth nightly basis, I’d go for a hair spa at Michael & Guys. Their pretty good.

I’ve also lost the ability to cut my own nails ;p Just kidding. I’ve been going in for a couple of manicure sessions. I get them painted and just let myself be treated like a princess. Tried out a pedicure for the first time in my life and all I can say is that am going again. It’s just so relaxing.

Last weekend I took a trip to the reflexology center. As they were massaging my feet it did hurt a lot. But it only hurts at my tummy part. Which is where I am having problems now. I guess my tummy problems are pretty severe. I’ll fix you my little big tummy.

All in all, I want to start loving myself. I also believe that a man loves a woman who takes good care of themselves.