Every person deserves somebody who will tell them “It’s okay” when they feel like they’re about to go crazy.
Cherish that person.
Take time today to appreciate someone who does something you take for granted for.
Sometimes in a harsh world like ours. We really are nothing if we don’t have thick pockets. We are worthy of none to others if we can’t offer wealth and materialism to others. I have always been unfortunate in this area and tonight is when I have felt the tiniest ever in life. I have so much more that I can offer as a person and with my two hands. But alas the world’s cruelty does injustice to me.
Words are just a string of lies.
Sometimes you’d have to do what’s best for you and your life. Not what’s best for everyone else.
To love is to open up yourself fully to someone. Your strength, your weaknesses, your fear, your hopes, your dreams are shared with another person. To give my heart away and trust that person to safeguard it like it’s his own is scary. To open up and lower down my guards has always been something I am reluctant off. I build the strongest and highest wall around myself. I am staunch, independent and chatty. These traits makes it easy to stay away from relationships.
I hate dating, it’s a waste of time. Investment of time and effort that leads to sweet nothings. If only people could be honest of what they want and what they feel, life would be much easier now wouldn’t it?
If I do fall for someone, I would fall hard. I would give my all. No games. Just pure honesty since day one. I am stingy when I am in a relationship, what is mine cannot be shared. I would try to make it known to that person and society that I am already off the market.
I don’t have many exes nor dated many. I have always been slightly reserved with my heart. I hangout with many band of boys, it’s something that I am used too. I have an extreme amount of male cousins compared to the only girl cousin.
Yes, I am very much tomboyish doing a male’s job as a career. I work around the clock. No breaks. I pay my own bills. But at the end of the day, I am a very sentimental, old-fashioned female. I would still want to lean on someone eventually. To seek refuge in his arms during my weakest. To share the happiest news with him first. To have someone so proud to call me his. To want to flaunt me to the world. To change my surname. To make it known that I am his.
I may be the most complicated person at times but that’s cost I don’t settle for less and I want the best in life for myself and my loved ones. I believe and know for a fact that I am an amazing person with a bag full of skills and talents.
Maybe I’m just rambling. Maybe I’m just feeling off. Maybe I just needed to write. I put words better on paper (type) than in general speech.
Have a great week ahead peeps!